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[08 May 2010|11:15pm]
it's snowing...
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[08 May 2010|02:30am]

happle tea
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[18 Mar 2009|10:55am]
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[11 Jul 2008|04:09pm]
about to try to reinstall for the fifth time today
every time something fucks up, can't access network settings or the internet at large.
so glad the new pc has a browser in the bios at least.
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[20 Apr 2008|08:49pm]
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[16 Apr 2008|09:16am]
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[26 Jan 2008|03:37pm]
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[26 Dec 2007|04:15pm]
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[22 Dec 2007|02:38pm]
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[21 Dec 2007|11:09pm]
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surprisingly accurate [19 Dec 2007|08:32pm]
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[18 Dec 2007|06:24pm]
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[16 Dec 2007|06:00pm]





via the blue
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[13 Dec 2007|02:15am]
[ mood | torn ]

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[12 Dec 2007|07:13pm]
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[12 Dec 2007|07:07pm]
i've avoided using this space for a long time, i don't like how it functions. i feel restricted when using it, so much i can't say. one day i'll set up a proper journal somewhere, until then i'll keep everything on paper.


this is not, and will not be a journal.
but i am going to start using it.
because i don't care anymore.
i shall post nothing but angst and misery.
the profile disclaimer is in effect.
i suggest you remove me from your list
and/or remove me from your viewing friends
groups.
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[10 Dec 2007|07:44pm]
[ mood | lost ]

people think i hate christmas, and any holiday or celebration for that matter.
like most things people think about me, this isn't true.
i love christmas, i just often elect not to participate.
i wish i could, but usually i'm too poor, and that's what christmas is for me, an excuse to give gifts to the people i care about. i feel as though i'm taking advantage if i receive gifts. i suppose i'll always be an altruist at heart.
another reason is that i have a symptom of catatonic schizophrenia called 'flat affect' essentially, my emotions tend to stay beneath the skin, i often appear impassive or uninterested even when i am overwhelmed with emotions, so when people buy me gifts, no matter how happy and grateful i may feel they always are disappointed by my lack of reaction.

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i'm really cracking up... [10 Dec 2007|06:28pm]
i've been in a pretty constant state of anxiety attack for over a months now
i don't know how much more i can take, or for how much longer.
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give smart ottawa [06 Dec 2007|06:49pm]
[ mood | pissed off ]

new on my shit-list
sheperds of good hope
salvation army
the union mission
operation go home
canadian mental health association
georges bedard, councillor for rideau-vanier
ottawa police

deeper on my shit list
larry o'brian, mayor
downtown business association
market business association

let me know if i missed anyone
jesus fuck...

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[28 Oct 2007|05:02am]
[ mood | Lost ]

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